Thursday, October 13, 2011
Oh wow. I just wrote the longest message I have ever written on my blog (well besides the vegan one) and I was trying to backspace a mistake and I pressed it too many times and I just erased everything. Anyways, a short version of what I wrote is that I entered into a competition I've dreamed of winning for three years, even if I wasn't inspired by the theme or happy about my design or drawing, and I did not get chosen. Which is a horrible feeling, especially when I hear those who got chosen talk about it. But on the bright side I did not give my all to it.. I probably gave my worst. So I don't feel as bad.. But it still hurts. However, my day was not all bad. I presented my progression of another project to my teacher and he told me I was doing really well and he seemed really excited about my designs (will show you/tell you about it soon!) But this desperate will to stand out from the rest of the design students in my school is making me become more and more impatient.. I just have to keep telling myself that my day will come.. and hopefully I wont have to wait another three years for an opportunity..
Dress & Belt - Vintage, Shoes - Steven by Steve Madden, Coat - Zara, Scarf - H&M, Ring - Boyfriend got it for me :) Nail color - "Ming" by Chanel